Little Lime

It has been a while - I know. Here we are at Week 11 (little lime - up from kumquat last week), and as far as I can tell, all is well. Again, I still get a bit worried when I think about how I don't feel pregnant so I won't know if something is going wrong, but I can't fixate on this. I just need to keep eating right, taking my pills, and trying to stay positive.

Had a major melt-down on Friday with Chad. He wouldn't wait with me at Samos and walked out. He said he couldn't stay. It freaked me out a bit that he couldn't put me first and overcome what was going on with to do something that was important to me. I need to stay more even tempered, but I also need him to know that he has to think of me a bit more. The rest of the weekend was actually really good. Bought our first baby book - none of them looked very good. Oh, and I bought a much lighter computer so I could carry little lime and the computer at the same time.

I think I need to come clean with Ed about the lack of progress on my dissertation. Or I have to suck it up and really do it. But I also have to study for the Praxis this weekend. I am not sure when it is all going to happen. So here I am blogging as another way to avoid real work. Maybe if I go grade a few papers for an hour, I will feel better about things? This was supposed to be about little lime - next time more of a focus on what is truly important.